second week of school...

things are getting slightly tougher...

things i have to complete by tonight(for tomorrow)

-design for 2d wall mural

-presentation for CCS 

-IS journal

for this week,

-i still need to finalise my 3D head structure design.

-i also need to finish my drawing homework.

-and my print making design... sigh...

so much work...

today school ended 1 hour late.

it's bad enough school ends at 6...

today it extended till 7 :(

by that time, buses are filled to the brim

and everyone is squeezing in the MRT like a can of sardines.

and by the time i get home? it's about 8.30pm.

the only thing that put a smile on my face was when i checked my email.

MY DEAR SIS GERI SENT ME AN EMAIL!!!!

at first i thought she sent it wrongly, because it had the same heading for both the email she sent me, and the email she sent to everyone who sent her off.

but i was wrong :)

anyway....

thanks geri for the email update :)

more funny post to come too! :)

but for now. i'll just leave today post with a poem. 

one which really brightened up my day :)

Just Enough

I wish you just enough for each day

not more, not less

Because more may make the day seem less meaningful

and less may make the day seem more tiresome

I wish you just enough hellos

not more, not less

To help your heart radiate and smile and bask in the comforting warmth of friendship

I wish you just enough smiles and laughter

not more, not less

To add cheer and sunshine and joy to your day

I wish you just enough hope

not more, not less

for nights when the stars stop shining their light

I wish you just enough strength

not more, not less

To fight gloriously the battles that each day brings

I wish you just enough Jesus

not more, less

So that you may come home to Him each day for just enough

AND 

I wish you just enough goodbyes

not more, not less

To make the time spent together cherished and remembered and loved.

back to school

well it's back to school once again...

a new year. 2009

a somewhat new class. from vs1q to vs2q

a few changes to the time table. now i don't have school on fridays. 

a few different lecturers. goodbye james lee(we'll miss you) hello heleston(once again)

but enough about that.

somehow class and school seem different from what it used to be. 

maybe it's just me...

but i feel slightly dejected. and i think it's only me, because everyone seem like normal

and it's really weird.

maybe i just need time to adjust back to school life.

like how the things were when school started.

i'll give an example on what i mean by i feel different.

last year, no matter how jialat(hokkien dialect for "difficult" or "hard") school life was,

i would just smile and try to cheer everyone up by saying it's not that hard.

BUT!

now. even when school life is not jialat,  i still feel dejected and down. 

like on tuesday after "I.Studies"(lesson i have),  everyone felt calm and relaxed and all that shit.

but i just didn't feel like talking to anyone. and i disappeared from mount emily park faster then anyone from my class. i didn't even say bye to them.

and i think people are starting to take notice.

today, lini asked me if i was ok?

i just said i was fine.

but seriously??? i really don't know what is wrong with me these past few days...

i don't know why i feel so lifeless in school now...

i guess the only thing i can do is to take things one step at a time.

i think i've said enough.

the more i type the more i feel.

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